Bear's Cave!

Allll---right, first time blogger but full-time teen rebel(well, half the time anyways). Pardon me for any mistakes cause it is my First time blogging since forever(outdated right?). Okay, back to business....as soon as I remember what I wanted to talk about again......Ohh, right, I want to talk about Music. What happened to music? Nowadays there are some of them that I don't consider music at all. Its pretty much fast repetitive music with a beat...= =''...Yet artist can make a million of dollars or more?!... Its like they come up with a line like "Urm,, this sound pretty good, I think I'll repeat it 20 times in one song....= =''....What is the world coming to? Imagine if books were like that..."There were three things that I was absolutely positive. First Edward was a vampire, second there was a part of him that thirsted for my blood, and third, Edward was a vampire." (from Twilight)..See how stupid that sounds...Now imagine if music were like that...."Pa pa pa pa pa pa pa pa pokerface....ma ma ma" = =''....Wait a second,, it already is like that. I thought music was suppose to have meaning. And even if those repetitive song do have meaning, its like okay we got what you're saying now MOVE ON! Anyway, another thing I don't like is when artist make songs telling you what to do. For example, "Youuu, crank that soulja boy"...I don't want to crank you,  I don't even know what that is? o.0...then there's "Lean like a Cholo"...Come on I don't even speak Greek (I think its Greek or is it Spanish? Either way, I don't know)..and last but not least and one of my favourites, the song from the Desiny's Child... "Say my name, say my name"....First of all, I can say whatever I feel like saying, Destiny's Child... Second of all, I don't even know your name, I know your mother's name though, DESTINY. However there is one, really really talented artist, my favourite of all, that's right, Sean Paul, and for those of you who don't know who he is? He's the only person in the world that can create a whole song in his own language that nobody can understand. I mean seriously how do you even talk to somebody like that? And if you are one of those people that can actually understand him, then you should be very proud of yourselves because you are only the few...the proud.....the Marines....= =''..... Anyway, the moral of the story is, 

Rap is alive, music is dead,,

That's all I have to say,, 

I'm going to bed,,

PEACE!!

(And thats when I realise that the greatest rapper of all time was Doctor Seuss o.0)

Hello?

Err..hello?I don't have anything to say.Ehehe.Just want to give a warm introduction.My nick name is Apis.Chinese people always call me Apiq.I am untalkative person.Ahaha!Ok2.That's all.

Hmm..have you fell in love with your bestfriend? O.O

I hate it when this happens to me. I fell in love with my best friend. I'm grateful to be her friend but inside my heart I wanted to be more than friends. But I never tell her tho. Should I? I'm afraid to be REJECTED by her and it will end our friendship. Then I though, I should give it a try. But I don't have the guts. =( Hope you all read the pic below. A lesson to learn. -peace-

don't judge a book by its cover; don't judge a blog by its title; my special edition

*a little bit lost mode. lost on how to begin my speech on this entry. haha! just kidding by the way. :P  i don't wana disappoint my readers anyway~

"what's the purpose of making our own blog?", my unanswered question. i'm not afraid to ask silly question and looking foolish. xD  besides, this time i'm gona answer it by myself. i bet some people would say, "stupid question. everybody knows the answer!" well, i'm Leo. i have different style than the other blogger. i asked the question other blogger don't dare to ask in blog site and i also answer it by my own way;different way. 

everyone has a different purpose in creating a blog. as well as me, in my opinion, i created blog to released every single piece of my unrevealed thoughts, 

unreleased emotions, 

untold past, 

unforgiveable mistakes so that readers won't repeat mine, 

untold stories, 

unfinished future, 

unshared experiences to bring a new type of perspectives to readers. 

LOL. sorry if i was being too much. but too be honest, that was what i'm thinking when creating blogger new account. and of course, i was expecting any feedbacks from readers, any comments to improve myself. i wana be a better person. yes, readers also can share anything on this blog. i'm an open-minded person. yeah, no doubt about that! so, don't worry. besides, we could share our problems with each other because on this way we can easily find the solution of our problems. 

i'm not expecting anyone to think my blog is a good stuff to read. however, i just wana mention that i'm trying my best to write something moral-bringer. yes! this part brings us back to the title above! DON'T EVER JUDGE A BLOG BY ITS TITLE. think that blog is interesting? its up to you. but don't ever judge mine before you start read it. hehe. 

i've read many blogs that i've followed before *of course it seems necessary to follow after you read it* ROFL. however, only some of it attract me so much. because most of it just mentioning their love story(only about their lovers information), what they did for nothing,  no moral-lesson story.. 

WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I KNOW ABOUT YOUR LOVER??! WHAT DID I GET FROM THAT? OH YA.?. I MUST CHANGE MY NAME TO YOUR LOVER'S NAME? IS THAT YOUR PURPOSE OF WRITING BLOG? i'm so sorry! if i don't found out nothing's important from your blog, i'll just consider i found "FUCK OFF" label on your blog. 

that's the main point i'm writing this entry. DON'T JUDGE A BLOG BY ITS TITLE. thank you so much for kindly reading. :)  

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